I was kinda bored..
This is a picture of me and my WONDERFUL AWESOME dog.... BAMBI... i kinda look weird in the picture cause i was struggling to keep him still.. but it still didn't work.. I really miss him a lot.. its like whenever i argue with my mum.. i will call his name so he will response.. so cute.. sighs.. but he is gone so yup...

I wanna GROW UP... FUck it.. I have improved... give me TIME.... I am not angry at you.. damm... i am fucking angry at myself.. cause i want to grow up.. i wanna stop crying like a fucking baby.. i wanna stop relying so bloody hell so much on people but MYSELF... i am trying... you have to know that.... i will prove it to you.. give me time.. i will...

This proves that i am not good enough for you... i'm not that kind of girl that will be independent being with you... sighs... so i will not bother you anymore... i don't wanna interupt your life and affect you... i WILL GROW UP AND PROVE IT TO YOU... I will always love you.. but it seems like you don't want me around.. i get it... it's harsh... BUT I WILL GROW UP cause NO ONE CARES!!!

This is a journey i will have to walk alone.... Lord.. i am sorry for being such a disappointment.. i will try....