I have been contemplating to blog for the past few days cause nothing seems to come to mind... Things happened but it is something that you can't control... i guess i don't really wanna say what i am thinking cause by saying out, it seems more real.

My thoughts are drowned & drained out and i don't want to relieve those pains over and over by writing out. I guess the only thing i can say it's that |ITS REALLY TOUGH TO ACCEPT GOD'S WILL|

When i talked to Jerome i realised that by following GOd's will is something every Human face and is fearful about it despite knowing that "God always wants the BEST for you". Hmmmm... and human beings only god to God whenever they feel upset but when things are going through smoothly, well you just leave him to gather dust on the shelves.

I ever asked myself this question, "If i can be so dependent on the guys i love, why can't i be dependent on God who I LOVE so very much too..". Maybe because God is not here physically which make things really hard.

But let's face it, it's all part of growing, we just all have to learn to LET THINGS GO and start thinking yourself and move on, and be happy despite everything because you only have ONE LIFE TO LIVE & LOVE..

Bye...