Hey!!! i am like in school now!! and sitting beside me is my GOOD FRIEND CHARMAINE!!! yay!!! hahaha...

Ok, actually i am suppose to be doing this stupid NE QUIZ but mthe CD got prob so yea!!! I AM ONLINE NOW!!!

I am like in this really stinking paint computer lab... i think i will die soon,,, actually now i really bored la.. nothing better to do & i don;t wanna do chinese so hack..

Acutally, i intend to like stay over at charmaine house for 1 week to do itensive chinese before my CHINESE OOOOOOO level so yup.. need to get at least a B3 then i really very happy !!

really didn't blog for more than a month now,, sighs... many things happen but i am trusting on God totally to settle eveyrthing... its getting harder and harder but i just have to hold on... & since HE wants me to "Just Leave" fine, i will leave him alone but i just don't get it... at first i gave up and just started to rely on God... then he thinks i don't need me and says"Then now you don't rely on my anymore"

Look what happen now.. when i realised that, i explained to him and we were just being happy then suddenly things happen and he scolded me saying that "you rely on me too much.. i want you to wake up and start being independent on yourself now" ...?????? i just came to a point where i can't change anything and so i gave up trying to argue with him... but that's not gonna change anything.. i am just tired.. so leaving eveveryting about him ALONE...

I am trying but i am just like that sometimes... and is not like i am totally not reliant on 110%... its just that... oh nvm.. what's the point of explaining when nothing is going to happen..

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know you know.. Jerome went to drop my wallet into the prawn mee last time.. and that time i bought a $2 .15 clam chowder and i haven't eaten any yet and so i lent him eat some... then when he was about to give me back.. he spilled it and left really ver few only.. ARRRRGGHH!!! haha.. so funny!!! i was pretty much laughing.. but now both of us are like having some porblem with a friend and its really not going anywhere & we are freaking out!! PRAY!!!

Chao~ :D (WILL PUT PICTURES SOON!!!! )