Hey guys... I actually wanted to post some pictures today.. but there was something wrong with my computer..

Actually i read CHARMAINE blog.. and i am beggining to think about a lot of things... i realised that being independent is something that everyone should learn.. and thats include me.. I AM TRYING VERY HARD.. but its really very hard...

After Ian.. i really feel very frustrated being alone... i don't know what happened but yup... But i am determind to really stand up again and just keep trying...

REMEMBER: " Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not to your own understanding."

I think this verse has indeed told me so much & its time i learn to stand on my own feet totally... Not saying i was totally independent, but its not enough..

SO THANKS TO CHARMAINE... (:

Today, i spent the whole day alone.. YES!!!! i thought about alot of things that matter and it was quite good cause it makes me evaluate all those stuffs that has happeneded.. Ian... my friends all keep telling me to tell him how i really feel.. but i just can't do it.. and i don't know why.. I run away from stuffs and this happened to one of them.. i guess its because i know him too well. he may not admit but i know his reactions to certain stuffs..

Recently, he has been attituding me but i don't blame him at all.. i just want to move on... really... i will wait.. but i am moving on with the emotional attachment from him.. so far it's been ok, but i know it will just get even tougher, but i have to hold on to the Lord..