How am i suppose to express the feelings that i am feeling right now...?

I just know that deep inside my heart... everything's shattered...

Its like someone just ripped your heart of your chest..

I thought i was suppose to be happy? so why am i feeling so terrible inside...

Whenever i have nothing to do... the depressing feeling just rush back in from i don't know where and i will just think of you....

I jolly know that we both have studies to handle... but you can't be studying 24/7... there will definitely be times when you are just free... and i don't wish for that time...

I don't know what to do... i don't know how i feel...

I felt this way before & i don't like to feel this way.... its different but.... sighs..

It's like stuck in a love story of "Tui Huo"

It's like no one's is at fault,,, but it's just that the timing was wrong and that there are more important stuffs....

I can wait... but can he?? i seriously doubt so...

I know time flies very fast but can feelings fly that fast too?

Sighs... i don't know...

I reallly miss him.... but i know that studies come first...

I hate to say this... but feelings can wait....?