hi everyone... really sorry for not posting any pictures lately... i just wasn't exactly in the mood... But i will fine soon so just give me some time.. i need to settle certain things with myself...

Yesterday i felt really weird especially during dinner with Jo... i seriously don't know what the hell was wrong with me... ah yo.... i mean i found out the girl that he likes... hmmm...

Yes... yup... i don't know i felt alright... i was even excited to know and when i found out.. i was still ok.. but because the info wasn't exactly sink in enough that i was like not here, not there... but when i woke up today.. it really hit me like a bullet...

I AM SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY!!!! but i am not... i am in fact really sad.... sighs... why why why why??!!! Well, but whatever it is i just want him to be happy.. that girl is too my good friend and she is a really nice girl and he is such a great guy... all i can say or spit out of my mouth right now is that i wish them all the best...

SHe is so much more prettier and funnier and so much more look chinese and they are a bit ah beng ah lian.. lol.. so compatible... ):

I REALLY WANNA FORGET YOU.... but its so hard... i am determind cause i don't wanna feel sad because i know you like her... i wanna feel happy for you!!! really... i swear!!!! sighs... but its getting really hard...